When life wants to communicate with me it usually puts something in my face repetitively until I stand up and take notice. I love this, but sometimes I like to reach out for some extra information. One way I do this is by doing a tarot reading for myself, which I did recently. I don't tend to do these too often, just when I feel like I am missing something. A form of communication I use on a more regular basis is to pick a card from a number of decks of Angel cards I have. It is like all forms of communications with life I experience, it is not the actual message but the combination of the message and the timing of that message that really packs the punch.
Recently I picked a card from one of my decks and instead of one card, two cards popped out. The first card was plainly ‘Write’, the second card was to ‘Find the Blessing in Your Current Situation’. I immediately knew this message was spot on and that there was a Blog in it.
Why have I been feeling the struggle? I would have to say the struggle is a result of things not panning out as I had expected them to, or more accurately within the timeframe I expected them to. I moved to the hills at the beginning of last year and was eager to get back to work after taking a year off. A year and a half later and things are still moving quite slowly. I feel the pressure building; I feel my husband trying to be patient but we moved here with a vision, a vision of transforming our new home, of being able to get out and do more as a family and for me personally, I had a very clear vision of what work would entail.
I am trying to be patient and I don’t usually need a reminder to find the blessing in anything as I am grateful for the smallest little details. The thing is that a lot goes on underneath the surface (within the subconscious) that we are unaware of. We will receive clues from dreams or readings and messages but particularly when life is so full, we can tend to overlook these.
While I feel that I have been patient and doing what I have felt guided to do, there is a part of me who is becoming impatient and maybe doesn’t trust that things will unfold as they are meant to for my betterment. This is of course an illusion because I just have to look behind me to know that things are working out perfectly.
What is it that I have at the moment? What is the blessing? Time, time for what? Time to let go of all that has not been working for me so far. Time to spend with my family and friends, particularly my kids before they go off on their own, time to nurture myself, time to work in my garden, time to keep the home fires burning, time to make the changes I need to make to put myself where I want to be, time to set some new intentions and visions for what I want to see in my life. Time to develop some healthy life habits. Time to review some old intentions and visions and see where they sit with the new me which keeps evolving each and every moment.
I know that when I put myself into something, I put in my all so I know that when work does pick up, I will be well and truly invested. In the past I have invested way too much of myself in work, to the point of self destruction not to mention the lack of time I had left for what was really important to me, so maybe there is some fear around my ability to set healthy boundaries? Something I now have the time to work through.
What is the blessing in your current situation?
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