I have been playing around with manifestation for a little while now. I had read many articles and books about it and at some point realised that I was the one bringing everything into my life. This understanding left me to ponder how I might more consciously channel this creation ability to work in my favour.
I have always known what I want. You could call me a bit of a dreamer, but many times over, I have brought these dreams into reality.
In the beginning of my experimentation I brought about material things such as houses, the right schools for my kids, things for my husband. I still have a couple of material things up my sleeve that I have been working toward but I have come to question these particular things and whether or not they will bring value to my life.
I have come to understand that wherever I live, whatever I do, will not change what I feel within, so perhaps I need to redirect this manifestation idea and apply it inward. I have done to a certain extent. I called on my own healing for a long time before it materialised. I channelled that much energy into that intention that it has presented in my life for a significant while now. I think this is due to my dreams being quite significant as you need to believe in what you want to attract and you need to be vibrating at the same level. It doesn’t come down to just thinking about something, it really comes down to identifying, acknowledging and releasing old beliefs, thoughts, feelings, patterns which might be holding you back from attaining whatever it is you want to attain.
In my case, I feel that I will be forever healing, after all healing is infinite. I mean, the more I come to understand, the more I realise that there is just so much more to life than we can ever possibly conceive to believe with our mind alone. There are so many layers we just are not aware of. I for one, do not want to limit my world of possibilities by only being open to that which I see and understand. I already know what that amounts to.
Lately I have been seeing signs that my big ticket material dream is coming to fruition and I think the key to this coming into being is that because it is such a big ticket item, I am patient about its arrival. I put out my intention and let it go. I am not thinking about it everyday, there is no obsession around this dream. I understand it will come when it comes, most likely the time that has the most impact for as many people as possible.
With these signs coming left right and centre, I am wondering what the hell I was thinking. You know when you really want something and after so long of wanting it, you get it but the importance of whatever it was just isn’t there anymore? It is like I have come to realise that this big ticket item I desire is no longer important to me. I still love what it represents to me and I love that it would be life changing for many people around me but really?
This big ticket thing is a house on 20 or so acres. Wherever I end up, I need to be surrounded by nature, that is non-negotiable. The thing is, I already live in a house surrounded by nature, I mean, what more do I want? This house I have had my eye on is so far out of my reach that I have been questioning my sanity for seriously putting energy into manifesting it, but I feel that life put this house in my path for a reason. I mean there is absolutely nothing about this place that I would change, it suits me and my husband down to every last detail and that is saying something as he and I are so very different. I question the timing as this place is pretty big and our kids wont be too far from leaving home to seek out their own life adventures, or maybe not, who knows?
I see the fact that it is outrageously out of my reach as life challenging me. The true key to bringing anything to be is the belief that you are worthy of whatever it is you are trying to attract. Worthiness is a big thing for me, I have been working on it for so long but to bring about something such as this house would require me to delve so much further into myself than I ever thought possible. I believe this is life’s challenge to me. Life wants me to go for it, life encourages me everyday by showing me the number of this house or the street name. It is comical really, but I love it and it motivates me to keep going.
For this reason, I feel that I owe it to life and myself to keep working on this desire for I know that when I do bring it to be, my belief in self will have been healed. The fact that it requires I work on my worthiness means I will be attracting great things and experiences along the way as my feelings of worthiness continue to develop. In the end, this adventure will be life changing and the result of this manifestation will not even matter because the journey is reward enough.
What will you manifest? Be sure to give yourself the time and space to work it through properly.
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