For some time, I had been feeling this energy which felt a bit quicksand like. I had done so many things to shift it. I changed my life in so many ways and incorporated so many positive additions, but still felt stuck.
I guess I feel that I look at life fairly differently than many of the people in my personal life. To be honest, I would say that my seeing life the way I do came about because I felt disillusioned and confused by people. I retreated from society and cocooned myself very nicely thank you very much, to my home, my husband and children.
I was at a time in my life when I was questioning everything. I felt as though I tried so hard to do the right thing by everyone, and I worked hard to do the things which I felt guided to do. No matter how hard I tried, it was never enough for anyone, including myself. What the hell was I doing wrong?
At this point of questioning, I happened upon a movie called ‘Conversations with God’. I was glued to the screen, there was something surreal about what I was seeing on screen. This was the turning point in my life. This is when I realised that life was trying to communicate with me just as it had done with Neale in the movie.
It felt like my mind was blasted wide open and I started my search for ways to communicate with life. I can not explain why I didn’t try the same things Neale did, why I looked for other means, I just did what I felt guided to do. The movie I saw was based upon the book with the same name, written by Neale Donald Walsch. I ordered a number of books from Neale as well as other authors, I started broadening my reading list on Facebook, I kept my eyes and my mind open to new ideas, to a new way of seeing life.
What is really interesting to me is that every book, article, you tube clip, movie, song that I happened upon from that moment, all came to me at a particular time that perfectly coincided with what was happening in my life. In the beginning I thought I was going crazy but the coincidences started adding up until I just could not rationalise them away any longer.
It took me years to learn how to communicate with life. I realised that I had already been doing so, I just hadn’t been aware enough to see it. My rational mind or my ego would squash any inspired thoughts as delusional, wishful thinking. I think when I saw the movie, something inside of me knew that it was true and that this was the answer I had been looking for to help me find my way free. Free from my past, free from what society told me was acceptable, free to be me.
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